Sun is shining through the window and I’m listening to french music thinking about all of lifes big questions. When i was younger I thought one of the saddest things with human life was that everyone was miserable all the time. There was just not enough happiness in the world and how could evolution make us in to people that had so fleeting feeling of true happiness and so many hours of feeling empty, grey and hollow.
This thought took up a lot of my time and I couldnt shake the feeling that something was wrong in the design of us.
A couple of weeks ago I had this discussion with someone and realise its not true any longer. I dont think we are miserable, I dont feel hollow. There are good and bad days but its a balance for growing and every time I look around at everything I got I fill with a sense of harmony. Most people I know seem happy, seem to have found their own base and that helps those around them that might not be truly there yet.
It’s a good thing realising that life is a amazing and even for people with greyness in them there comes a time when that is not the biggest part any longer, when you learn to appreciate the beauty you’ve got.