I got this terrible feeling of homesickness yesterday. I missed everything at home and felt this terrible aching for my life. I love my life in London and have amazing people around me but its not the people that have been in my life forever and seen me grow up.

Sweetly enough O offered to cook me dinner to take some of the sadness away and it worked. I had a lovely evening being fed fish and baklava, discussing literature and looking at beautiful pictures. And this morning i got fed breakfast by Elin and Malin laughing at all of those small things in life.

Today the feeling of sadness have been replaced by a feeling of happiness for everything I have. My family and friends at home that stand by my side through thick and thin, and the new friends in London that are willing to be there for me.